the GENDER issue / POETRY
Catfish Mardi Gras Queen
by Dr. Mel Michelle Lewis
Photo Credit: Mel Michelle Lewis
You just like yo daddy
Dis said and meant all kindaways
I. Relations
Dey call me Jr.
Even tho I got a brother
He go by Dubois
He call me Jr. too
Dubois a blue heron
He regal and ready
For Mardi Gras
He slick his hair and shine his shoes
He slow and pretty
He go out clean and come back clean
He still and sharp
He like to see and be seen
He like to look but don’t touch
Dubois don't like no trouble
I’s a steady oak tree
I’s brown and green and taut
I’s fixed and fine
I come and go with ghosts
I’s magic familiar
I’s Spanish moss in the breeze
I aint no lady
Ladies talk
Dey jus say I’m trouble
Dey jus say, girl you betta come gimme some sugar
Dey jus say, umph
You just like yo daddy
II. Ladyfriends
Tain’t nuthin’ wrong wit ladyfriends
Folks round here known Ms. Isidore and Ma Chevery all they life
Red got a ladyfriend in town now too
Taint nobody down dis way seent whoitis yet
Cept Dubois and he aint said nuthin
He let Red drive his Cadillac
He let Red wear his sport coats
She careful and fill up the tank
She shine the rims and the windows
She dry-clean his jackets
They both good at being friends and keepin confidence
Dubois don't like no trouble
Tain’t nuthin’ wrong wit ladyfriends
Ma Chevery can fix on your boat for a Sunday dinner plate
Clean your catch for a jar of fresh lemonade
Repair a cast net for a pecan pie
She jus like her daddy
Captain Chevery
E’rybody know bout dat
Ma Chevery’s ladyfriend Ms. Isidore
Sew gowns and drink wine
Sing French and drink wine
Garden flowers and drink wine
Pray rosary and drink wine
Do hair and drink wine
Root work and drink wine
Make love and drink wine
But she don't cook nuthin fo nobody
E’rybody know bout dat
Ms. Isidore lookin real good for her age
She shoal like to flirt
When Ma Chevery out fishin
She say I’m a handsome woman
I’s jus like my daddy
Ms. Isidore like women and mules
Seasoned and dependable
I aint nether, yet
E’rybody know bout dat
Ms. Isidore love Ma Chevery
Ms. Isidore love her mules too
Specially the one her daddy gave her
Magic Black Isidore been dead at least forty years
The mule an old good boy
His name been Marian Anderson
Since the first day
He don't mind it one bit
Ms. Isidore love Ma Chevery and Marian Anderson
She call em both Ma
With the same tenderness
She love em more than she could
Say to em or bout em
E’rybody know bout dat
III. Mardi Gras Kitchen
Ms. Isidore, Dauphine, and the ladies
Carryin on in the kitchen
Sewing gowns and pressing hair
Kings and queens and courts and parades
Balls all weekend
Mass on Sunday
Mardi Gras gumbo
King cake on Tuesday
I aint bout to go nowhere
Dressed up like the pope
I’s jus like my daddy
He don't go nowheres for nothing
Cept a repast after the funeral
Of somebody humble
And blessin of the shrimp fleet
I ain’t thinkinbout nobody’s Mardi Gras
Cept maybe thinkingbout up under Dauphine’s gown she gon wear
bout moss and salt water and hurricanes under her slip
Don't nobody ask what I know bout dat
Ladies primpin and fussin
Can’t find the parasol in the closet
Mrs. Tillman say it bettta not be in the tool shed
With the fishing tackle
Mamma Dear get worked up
Say parasol aint no umbrella
Say she like to see my daddy
Walkin round in the rain with all that lace trim
She put on it
Dey all fall out laughin
Ms. Isidore even spill half her wine
Down her bosom
Momma Dear can hear
In her left ear
A little
If she can get in a joke on my daddy
Even though she dont hear nothing
She don't wanna to hear
I aint goin in the kitchen
dey gon poke fun and try da get me up in a gown
just ta see if I’m as pretty as handsome
Dey know itaintright
Dauphine can jus tellem
Yes
Cause she know bout dat
IV. Dauphine
I whisper to Dauphine through the screen back door
Latched with a hook from the inside
Pass me some moon pies off the counter
She suck her teeth at me
She roll her eyes
She latched herself with a hook from the inside
I ask please, I say sorry
I mean it
She blush
She wink
She grin
She put her hands on her hips
She unlatch the door
She unlatch her smile
She tell me go check her crab traps
She put down
In the bayou with a chicken thigh this morning
She give me some half melted moon pies out her pocket
She latch the screen door
She latch her lips back
She turn her back but don't walk away
We still feelin through the screen
V. Miss. Katrina
Aeyo!
I got us some moon pies Miss. Katirna
I yell out to the bayou
Don’t nobody think catfish can hear you talkin
But they got ears bout like ours you know
Aeyo!
Miss. Katrina come out the mud slow
She swim to me and lift the fin on her back
She float on her side
And look at me with her too little eye
Same too small blue eyes as Mrs. Tillman’s
Tubby brown baby
E’rybody know bout dat
Miss. Katrina keep me company
While I pull the traps and see what crabs
We got to put in de
Mardi Gras gumbo
They still dancing and fiddling and pinchin each other
Over what left of the chicken thighs
Miss. Katrina eat anything cept what’s on a hook
And Mrs. Valerie’s potato salad
Jus like anybody who got sense
I gave her some on a spoon jus to see
Miss. Katrina went back in the mud over that
She aint come out till I gave her
A quarter pound of bait shrimp to apologize
I named her after the storm
When the Bayou changed
That's when she came to stay
In the bend
In our yard
She as big and the color of Mamma Dear’s thigh
With housecoat raised high
In the afternoon heat
I sink down in the bayou
Open the moon pie wrappers
Lemme see Miss. Katrina
You like marshmallow
Chocolate or vanilla
Miss. Katrina Catfish Mardi Gras Queen
She like chocolate moon pie too
Miss. Katrina make kisses at me
She got long whiskers like
Granddaddy Beau’s photo in the foyer
And bout as friendly
No teeth in dey smile
Miss. Katrina got on red lipstick
Like what my daddy got on him when he come home
After kissin
And he don't know bout it
I’s just like my daddy
Dis said and meant all kindaways
Dr. Mel Michelle Lewis is Associate Professor of Gender/Sexuality in Humanistic Studies at Maryland Institute College of Art (MICA). Their courses, research, and publications specifically address Black queer feminist thought, queer femme embodied text, intersex justice, performance and embodiment in the classroom, and queer feminist critical pedagogies. Originally from Bayou la Batre, Alabama, their creative work explores queer of color themes in Deep South rural coastal settings.